The most recent meeting of the Bend Human Rights and Equity Commission began like it usually does, with roll call. As each name was read aloud, the commissioners on this volunteer advisory board offered a self-description 鈥� personal information like their gender, hairstyle, skin color, or what they were wearing that day 鈥� a practice meant to help visually-impaired people take part in discussions about how the local government can better serve those who鈥檝e historically been left out of decision making.
When the meeting turned to public comment, seven people, most of them online, had signed up to say something. First in line was an 11-year-old girl who was there in person with her dad. She stepped up to the microphone in front of city hall鈥檚 imposing dais just long enough to share her name, plus one thought: 鈥淩ights for everyone,鈥� she said.
John Heylin was proudly filming his daughter with his phone. He stood up next to say he had brought his kids to the meeting because he 鈥渨anted them to see that there are people in our town fighting for equality.鈥�
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Recent public opinion surveys show that, like Heylin, the majority of Americans support DEI programs for most professions. But, political polarization is fueling a backlash with a vocal minority. Republican politicians around the country have sought to end public DEI initiatives, and opinion polling suggests that effort often appeals to people with racist views.
Bend鈥檚 DEI leaders experienced this firsthand when they heard the rest of the public comments at their last meeting.
鈥淢y pronouns are fist/punch,鈥� began someone calling himself Chad Baseball. 鈥淚 am pretty angry about all this nonsense that鈥檚 happening across the country with these equity inclusion seminars.鈥�
Another speaker pronounced: 鈥淒EI stands for didn鈥檛 earn it,鈥� and another, clearly reading from a prepared statement, said: 鈥淲hite people are sick and tired of being attacked, robbed, raped, and murdered.鈥�
These snippets were just the first act in what appeared to be a coordinated and increasingly hateful performance over Zoom. More disembodied voices began to use antisemitic slurs, Nazi slogans and homophobic insults. One man chanted the N-word over and over, until city staff cut off his mic.
Bend鈥檚 newly hired Equity and Inclusion Director Andr茅s Portela III led the meeting through the hate-filled disruption and its aftermath.
鈥淚 am so sorry y鈥檃ll,鈥� he said. 鈥淭his does not happen often. Let鈥檚 take a second.鈥�
After a 10-minute break, assistant city attorney Ian Leitheiser briefly addressed the clearly shaken room about Oregon鈥檚 staunch free speech protections.
鈥淭here鈥檚 a certain amount of stuff, narratives, content that you might believe 鈥� and that most reasonable people might believe 鈥� is objectionable, cowardly, spineless, utter bullshit, that you鈥檙e going to have to listen to,鈥� Leitheiser said.
A week later, Commissioner Carolyn Peacock Biggs remembered the intense grief she felt at that moment.
鈥淚 could not stop weeping. It felt like I was grieving for generations of pain that was in my DNA that wouldn鈥檛 allow me to act like I didn鈥檛 hear what I heard,鈥� she said in an interview.
Peacock Biggs volunteered to advise the city on its DEI efforts two years ago. Overall, she said it鈥檚 been a rewarding experience.
鈥淚鈥檓 most proud of being able to be an example to people who otherwise wouldn鈥檛 know what a Black woman was like,鈥� she said.
Bend鈥檚 population is nearly 90% white, demographics rooted in Oregon鈥檚 history of racist exclusion laws. After the incident last month, Peacock Biggs now worries about being targeted personally.
鈥淧eople couldn鈥檛 deny or confirm that these hate people were anywhere near,鈥� she said. 鈥淚n Bend, in 15 minutes you can get to me if you felt like it.鈥�
Spreading backlash to DEI
Since the pandemic began, virtual meeting spaces have made it simple for hostile actors to remain anonymous. Portela became Bend鈥檚 equity and inclusion director eight months ago, and he wasn鈥檛 surprised hateful views surfaced at a public meeting.
He鈥檚 received local reports of people being called racial slurs while they鈥檙e out hiking, or a business having its Pride flag stolen repeatedly. These incidents are symptoms of a bigger problem, Portela said.
鈥淭he larger issue is the wave of undoing diversity, equity, and inclusion. The folks we鈥檙e working with have to hear that this space that was created to make sure that they feel safe and empowered in their government experience is going to disappear.鈥�
Utah is the latest Western state to ban any funding for programs dedicated to promoting diversity, including at state colleges and universities. Utah, North Dakota, Texas, Tennessee, North Carolina, Florida, Kentucky, Oklahoma and Alabama all have laws restricting or banning DEI programs in public institutions. Republican lawmakers in 25 states have introduced more than 75 such bills nationwide, .
This is happening as recent polling shows most Americans aren鈥檛 opposed to DEI programs. , suggest that on average, 7 in 10 Americans support DEI training for medical professionals, teachers, police officers, members of the U.S. armed forces and public employees, while 65% of Americans support this training for private sector employees.
The researchers found that many of those opposed to DEI have something in common 鈥� they hold negative views toward races other than their own, said UMass political science professor and lead researcher Tatishe Nteta.
His team gauged negative racial views by asking people questions like whether racial problems are rare in the U.S., whether white people have any advantages, or if the existence of racism makes them angry.
鈥淲hat we鈥檙e finding is that this is the debate over DEI, this is really a larger discussion about how fast the country should change and who we should be, going forward,鈥� Nteta said.
The politics underlying that debate are open to interpretation, he added.
鈥淚f you鈥檙e pessimistic, this is just another example of a sort of backlash towards efforts to ensure racial equality,鈥� Nteta said. 鈥淚f you鈥檙e more optimistic, this is in some ways a reflection of people鈥檚 commitment to the notion of colorblindness and the belief that the United States has effectively achieved the goal of a race-neutral society.鈥�
have diversity, equity and inclusion programs, including Bend and Hillsboro. Oregon-based policy analyst Steve Lee said that city staff being overly optimistic about racial equity posed one of the biggest barriers he faced as the first director of DEI programs for the city of Hillsboro.
鈥淚 kept bumping up against this idea of goodness, that we鈥檙e really good people here, and we鈥檙e doing our best to run our government, and we just couldn鈥檛 be racist,鈥� he said.
Lee, who is Black, said he left the Hillsboro job feeling like city employees didn鈥檛 see a need to make changes to better serve people of color. A turning point came after he gave a written survey to his co-workers asking for their views about racial equity.
鈥淚 was surprised at the level of animus. Comments like, 鈥榃e鈥檙e race-neutral.鈥� 鈥榃hy are we even talking about this?鈥� 鈥業 don鈥檛 know why you鈥檙e working there.鈥� It became really personal.鈥�
The meeting incident in Bend showcased hateful views that many people don鈥檛 want to acknowledge exist in their communities, he said, which is why the city鈥檚 reaction to what happened is especially critical.
鈥淵ou don鈥檛 sweep it under the rug. You have to name it,鈥� he said. 鈥淚f you don鈥檛, there鈥檚 no opportunity to transform people鈥檚 experience, or how they look at the world.鈥�
Shining a light
For John Heylin, the dad who brought his kids to speak at the meeting, the hateful diatribes were a learning moment. Heylin is white.
鈥淭his was my first experience seeing that in person, and as much as I can educate myself, I鈥檓 not steeped in it like a lot of people are forced to be,鈥� he said in an interview.
Heylin remembered turning to his 11- and 8-year-old daughters in the meeting and telling them: 鈥淭his is why we do the work.鈥�
For Bend Equity and Inclusion Director Portela, the immediate focus is on rebuilding local trust and a sense of safety for the commissioners and the communities they aim to serve.
One of the first steps of the city鈥檚 response was taking down video of the meeting from its YouTube channel, so that it鈥檚 no longer accessible except through a public records request.
鈥淲e thought about the retraumatization of someone having to watch the video online, so we took the video down,鈥� Portela said. 鈥淭here is a different way to center those who are directly impacted, and talk about how that becomes a part of our everyday work鈥� I can tell folks all day that these things exist.鈥�
Commissioner Peacock Biggs said she understands why the city removed the footage, but she also doesn鈥檛 personally agree with the decision.
鈥淔or so many centuries, we鈥檝e spent our time trying to make everybody comfortable,鈥� she said.
鈥淧eople should be allowed to hear it. And who knows, somebody鈥檚 voice might be heard and be like, 鈥榊ou know what? That鈥檚 John. He lives on Hodge Road. I know that voice. We go fishing together.鈥欌��
Sometimes, she said, it鈥檚 good to shine a light on the shadows.
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